Ronda Rousey: ‘I deliberate self-murder after Holms fight’

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UFC warrior Ronda Rousey was so distraught after losing final year’s bantamweight championship quarrel to Holly Holms that she suspicion about holding her possess life.

“I was literally sitting there and meditative about murdering myself,” Rousey told Ellen DeGeneres on a uncover airing Tuesday. “I haven’t told anybody that.”

Rousey stopped by “The Ellen DeGeneres Show” for her initial sit-down talk given losing to Holms. Rousey admited to feeling suicidal immediately after a fight, observant she felt that “no one gives a shit about me anymore but this.”

Luckily, a suicidal thoughts didn’t last, interjection to support from beloved Travis Browne.

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“I looked adult and we saw my male Travis was station adult there and we looked adult during him and we was like, we need to have his babies we need to stay alive,” Rousey said.

Roused also discussed a “lady party” that went down during her divulgence print fire for a Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Issue, in that she appears wearing usually physique paint.

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