Kim Kardashian Opens Up About Losing An Embryo, Feeling ‘So Grateful’ for Her Surrogate

The ups and downs of motherhood have a Kardashian-Jenner ladies consumed.

As Kim and Khloé Kardashian battled to buy mom Kris Jenner‘s love, Kim motionless to pierce brazen with her broker in Sunday’s Keeping Up With a Kardashians. Meanwhile, Kourtney refused to plead her new attribute with her sisters.

Vying for Kris’ Love

The quarrel to be Kris’ favorite daughter started when a momager, 62, mentioned to Kim and Khloé how Kylie, 20, has been “so most nicer” to her lately. So Khloé, 33, motionless to contest for Kris’ heart by rearranging her mom’s cupboard in a correspondence of her possess hyper-organized kitchen. “This is my dream come true,” Kris announced of a surprise.

Not to be outdone, Kim, 37, brought over a cake from Kris’ favorite bakery, Hansen’s Cakes, that review “I Love You Mom.”

“Who knew that me mentioning that Kylie was being so good to me would outcome in them being even nicer to me,” Kris said. “This is indeed operative out in my favor.”

When Khloé and Kim saw that Kylie sent Kris a toaster she’d been yearning for — a same day a Kylie Cosmetics founder astounded her with a massage — a Good American jeans owner upped her diversion once some-more by shutting down Saks Fifth Avenue for a private selling outing for her and her mom.

“My mom’s other kids are passed to her after a Saks trip,” Khloé declared.

But once Khloé and Kim overwhelmed bottom with Kylie, a cosmetics noble says she didn’t yet Kris a toaster or massage after all. “I didn’t get her toaster,” Kylie said. “I’m sorry, we don’t know what we guys are articulate about … we don’t even get massages.”

So Khloé and Kim set out to get punish on Kris and visited her with not one, yet dual Hansen’s cakes. But they weren’t for eating: a sisters bashed one on Kris’s conduct and threw a other one on a floor. “You entirely scammed us!” Kim cried.

Kris had no regrets, responding, “If that’s what it takes for me to get we guys to me good to me, during slightest I’m intelligent adequate to figure that out.”

Kim’s Fertility Struggle

Kim confessed to Kourtney that she would like to give North, 4, and Saint, 2, another sibling, yet that she’d need to endorse shortly about relocating brazen with her current surrogate.

“Getting a broker and anticipating someone that we unequivocally trust unequivocally is so most some-more for formidable of a conditions than we could unequivocally imagine,” Kim explained. “You have to like make certain that their lifestyle is healthy and they have to go by psychological testing, and it was maybe a year before we finalized a stream situation. But we consider all happens for a reason, given a broker that we unequivocally desired got authorized and she is such a good person, like she’s so easy to speak to and she’s a ideal fit for us, yet we have to endorse quickly, are we unequivocally going to go by with this or are we gonna wait until we feel some-more prepared.”

Because she felt so strongly about her tie with surrogate, Kim suggested to her sisters that she and Kanye West motionless to try one bud with their stream option. But a 10-day watchful duration after implanting left Kim impatient.

“This is a craziest watchful game,” she told Khloé over a phone. “It’s so frustrating. It’s unequivocally nerve-wracking given we know it’s usually a 60 percent possibility it’ll take. One didn’t work for me. we attempted it and we mislaid one of them.”

Khloé explained, “Before Kimberly got profound with Saint, she had an bud ingrained into her and that bud did not take. So Kim is super shaken and concerned during this watchful period. Of march she wants to know is she or is she not carrying another baby.”

As viewers know, Kim and West, 40, are now expecting a baby lady around surrogate. While she was vehement to share a news with a rest of a Kardashian clan, Kim certified a conditions felt opposite than when she was profound a initial dual times.

“It’s kind of uncanny when it’s not you, so we don’t know either we should start eating donuts and applaud like we would like aged times or only go to a gym,” Kim told Kourtney. “I’m totally gonna forget and afterwards a month before I’m gonna be like holly sh—, we need to get a nursery.”

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After a news sunk in, Kim non-stop adult to her sisters about how she’s doing a third pregnancy. “It is frustrating to not be means to do it on your own,” she said. “It is a weird dynamic. Like we go to all a doctors’ appointments and we try to be unequivocally present, yet when you’re not carrying it yourself, it is such a excellent change of how most you’re going to be in their lives.”

Kim — who removed roughly removing into a automobile collision during her initial pregnancy given of a paparazzi follow — certified that she wants to protect her surrogate’s life and clarity of normalcy.

“I’m severely so beholden for that and that someone is so unselfish and kind to do this, and we really wish to keep it private,” she said. “I don’t wish people to find my surrogate. Like we don’t wish them to harass her. She doesn’t know how to hoop things like that. This isn’t her world.”

Kourtney’s New Man

Kourtney also wanted to keep her universe private. Fed adult with her comparison sister not opening adult about Younes Bendjima, Khloé constantly pulpy Kourtney to possess adult to her latest relationship. She and Kim even bated Kourtney with a date with Chris Hemsworth — a devise a married actor wasn’t in a know on — to endorse her relationship status.

“If she won’t go with him, afterwards she really has a boyfriend,” Kim said.

Kourtney didn’t take a bait, though, and Khloé ‘s disappointment came to a conduct over lunch with their crony Larsa Pippen. The mom of 3 got held smiling during her phone, and a Revenge Body horde squandered no time opposed her. “I’m fed adult with this whole overpower game,” Khloé said.

So Kourtney revealed, “I’m going on a trip. He’s formulation everything. It’s a surprise, so you’re not going to get to know a location, yet we have been told what to pack.”

Since Kourtney refused to name Bendjima as her new beau, Khloé still wasn’t satisfied.

“People could square things together,” Khloé said, referring to countless shots of a new integrate on vacation and out and about town. “What are we articulate about this invisible male that has like some formula word? That’s so crazy! Like how aged are you, 3?”

“I don’t need to display each aspect of my life,” Kourtney retorted. “I meant we don’t know what a change should be with display and not showing, yet like we can’t like scream during me for like how we wish to hoop it and don’t. Before we started a uncover is when Scott [Disick] and we initial starting being together. we haven’t been dating somebody since. we haven’t had a beloved given that.”

Now that Kourtney had finally called a 24-year-old indication her boyfriend, Khloé retreated. And when deliberating a large exhibit with Kim, they determined that Kourtney and “Y” are during a turn where they’ll work out together with her tutor Joe. Khloé concluded, “That’s how we know it’s real.”

Keeping Up With a Kardashians airs Sundays on E! during 9 p.m. ET.