PEOPLE reliable Tuesday that a existence star is awaiting her initial child with her Cleveland Cavaliers actor boyfriend, whom she’s been dating for a year.
Though conjunction has publicly oral about a news so far, Khloé, 33, non-stop adult about how she now splits her time between Los Angeles and Cleveland during a Keeping Up with a Kardashians 10th anniversary special, that was taped in April and aired Sunday.
After horde Ryan Seacrest forked out to Khloé that there “seems to be some-more of a concentration on you, for you,” she concurred that she had been creation her possess life — and attribute with 26-year-old Thompson — a priority.
“For me, I’m all about family and all of us,” she said, referencing her mom and siblings. “But we consider when we get comparison — and generally now that everybody has their possess families and possess things going on — now, I’ve unequivocally put myself first.”
“But it’s taken me years to indeed be that approach but feeling guilty about it — since we used to feel unequivocally guilty,” she added.
“I consider we still feel guilty infrequently about it,” pronounced sister Kourtney, 37. “I feel like if she goes to Cleveland to see her beloved — where she spends like, half of her time — she’ll feel like she always needs to make other people a priority.”
Sister Kim, 36, wondered either Khloé “feels a hold left out” while a rest of a family is behind on a West Coast — which Khloé denied.
“I’ve always been a one that picked adult a tardy when we guys were profound or on maternity leaves or this and that,” she explained. “And now we feel bad that I’m in another state and I’m kind of withdrawal we guys, or even usually blank certain things.”
“The usually thing we wish is that we were in L.A. and we could all be together,” she admitted. “But that’s not a approach it is, so I’ve usually got to put myself first.”
Asked how she divides her time between a dual cities, Khloé pronounced “pretty many whenever Tristan is during home in Cleveland, we try to be there.”
“It’s a critical relationship,” she said, adding that a NBA star will seem on a family’s existence show.
“If he’s around, of march he’ll be on,” she said.
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Multiple sources reliable Khloé’s pregnancy PEOPLE on Tuesday — usually 4 days after news pennyless that her 20-year-old sister Kylie Jenner is expecting a baby girl with her rapper boyfriend Travis Scott. (Kim will acquire her third child with husband Kanye West in Jan via surrogate.)
“Yes, Khloé and Tristan are awaiting and they are positively thrilled,” a source told PEOPLE. “This isn’t something they were in a rush to announce to a whole world, and it’s usually been in usually a past week or so that they’ve felt gentle revelation many of their middle circle.”
“Things were difficult a bit by Kylie’s proclamation as they don’t wish to be seen as intruding on that impulse for her,” a source continued. “But it is now reaching a indicate where Khloé doesn’t wish to be plainly fibbing to people, and usually staying still isn’t going to work anymore.”
“This is something Khloé has wanted for years and years and nonetheless it’s some-more than that: she didn’t wish it unless she was in a right attribute for it,” a source added. “She never let it occur with Lamar [Odom], intentionally, and she never deliberate it with James [Harden] or French [Montana] or anyone else she has seen. But this is such a smashing impulse for her: not usually is she going to be a mother, she is going to be lifting a child with a male she truly loves. Everyone is over a moon for them both.”
Keeping Up with a Kardashians season 14 premieres Sunday during 9 p.m. ET on E!